27
Dec
New year’s around the corner

Time flies so fast. Can’t believe new year’s around the corner and that means my 11th wedding anniversary and and week later is the day when my husband passed away.

Life without my husband was tough and hard. Not in a financial way *for now* but like people say, money can’t buy happiness. It can only RENT happiness.

Risa now is 1 year and 8 months old (1 year and 6 months adjusted). She’s growing and she’s turning into just like her mom lol. She amazes me every single moment. Apart from grieving, life with Risa is wonderful. It’s like a magic. There are words to describe it.

Risa made me happy though but there are moments when I lock myself out in the closet or sit on the stairs just calm myself down. I guess that’s quite common for a mother, that’s the challenge of being a good mother.

Gtg

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08
Aug
7 months

11-8-8-8:07: 7 months has passed.
And I’m still grieving and sadly none of the ppl I know truly understand how I feel. Wait there’s one because she’s also lost someone she love so much recently. But she told me that her lost is nothing compare to me.

I need to talk so someone, someone that experienced the same thing. Someone that also lost her spouse. May I say widow to widow talk?
Some say that I need get over it and face the reality. Believe me. I am trying so damn hard to face the truth the he’ll never ever going to come back. I’m still keeping my husband’s things, his favourite things. I want and need to show them to my daughter someday when she’s grow up.

Okay gotta stop writing. Risa is just woke up.

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03
Apr
Testing 1

Testing pictures upload from iPhone

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