I’ve been having horrible lower back pain since yesterday . I couldn’t move because it hurts so bad. Let alone holding Risa, I can barely walk!

Risa is also having trouble sleeping last night probably because she wanted me to hold her but I just couldn’t. Naoya tried to put her to bed but he failed. Risa will not sleep unless I hold and swing her.

In the end I couldn’t stand to hear her crying so I had to force myself to stand up and hold her. I was in pain but she smiled when I finally held her! Lol. She finally fell asleep few minutes after I held her in my arms.

And today I woke up and I think my lower back pain seems to getting better.
I guess I need to start adding extra calcium to my meal. Maybe drinking Milo without milk. Risa is allergic to cow’s milk so I couldn’t drink milk.

Really wish this lower back pain would go away otherwise I won’t be able to take care my baby and sick husband .