Took Risa to the nearest mall in town for a weekend. Spent all day long playing there. She even had a nap and while she was napping I took the chance to do some small shopping for myself. It was fun, watching her playing, smiling and laughing was something that makes me feels very happy.
Category: Whats On
Can’t believe this is my first entry in 2013. I have been away for a while and my life has changed so much. I am now a full time single mother. I love being a mother but I hate being a widow. And by the way Risa is now 3 years old, amazing how time flies so quick! She is now in pre-school, she love it so much and I am so happy that love her new world.
As for me, I don’t know what I’m going to do now. I have a couple hours to do things I want to do but I’m not sure if I could find a job which may not be easy to find a job for single mother like me. I may need to rush the ER when Risa get sick and take a few days off. So Like I said, it is not easy to find a job for single mother.
It’s been a year since my husband died. Many things changed and I have to say that being a single parent sucks. I hate being lonely. I miss so much. I need someone to talk to about my feelings. I need to vent and rant. I can’t rant on Facebook any longer due from getting negative responses from people about my negative statuses, which is not their damn business anyway.
I hate Facebook now, it died along with my husband. I have No happy status to post on Facebook anymore. Facebook used to be fun before Naoya died. Now all that I can feel now is that I envy all of my friends who are happily married and still complain about how their husband come home late everyday while I on the other hand waiting for nothing everyday. Sometimes I wish this is all just a nightmare and I’d wake up and see him by my side. God I miss so much that it hurts so bad.