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Weekend

Weekend

Took Risa to the nearest mall in town for a weekend. Spent all day long playing there. She even had a nap and while she was napping I took the chance to do some small shopping for myself. It was fun, watching her playing, smiling and laughing was something that makes me feels very happy.

Next weekend she asked to visit the Anpanman Museum. So next weekend my schedule already booked lol.
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Hello 2013

Hello 2013

Can’t believe this is my first entry in 2013. I have been away for a while and my life has changed so much. I am now a full time single mother. I love being a mother but I hate being a widow. And by the way Risa is now 3 years old, amazing how time flies so quick! She is now in pre-school, she love it so much and I am so happy that love her new world.

As for me, I don’t know what I’m going to do now. I have a couple hours to do things I want to do but I’m not sure if I could find a job which may not be easy to find a job for single mother like me. I may need to rush the ER when Risa get sick and take a few days off. So Like I said, it is not easy to find a job for single mother. read more

Rant 2012

Rant 2012

It’s been a year since my husband died. Many things changed and I have to say that being a single parent sucks. I hate being lonely. I miss so much. I need someone to talk to about my feelings. I need to vent and rant. I can’t rant on Facebook any longer due from getting negative responses from people about my negative statuses, which is not their damn business anyway.

I hate Facebook now, it died along with my husband. I have No happy status to post on Facebook anymore. Facebook used to be fun before Naoya died. Now all that I can feel now is that I envy all of my friends who are happily married and still complain about how their husband come home late everyday while I on the other hand waiting for nothing everyday. Sometimes I wish this is all just a nightmare and I’d wake up and see him by my side. God I miss so much that it hurts so bad. read more