Helloo blog. It’s been a while I haven’t updated this poor blog for ages. I just don’t have the time to write.
It’s been a hectic year for me. Husband is dying due to pancreatic cancer. Gave birth to premature baby girl Risa. And now my FIL is also under the weather. He’s been diagnosed with Parkinson’s disease.
I’m so tired with my life. I can only try to be strong and I have to try to be on my own from now on.
According to the doctor, DH doesn’t have much time but we’ll see.
He can no longer walk because cancer has spread to his bones. The pain is unbearable. I couldn’t stand to see him suffer like this.
If only there’s a way to relieve the pain.