Author: Leony

It didn’t work…

It didn’t work…

I just wanna curl up in bed and doing nothing.

I should just die when my parents left me alone to this world and let me suffer for all my life. I have suffered too much already and I don’t think could hold it anymore.

fuck the IVF, fuck everything fuck fuck fuck!!!!

Feeling so tired

Feeling so tired

Spent the whole day at the hospital today and I am so exhausted 🙁

Anyway I stumbled upon this past life reading by Astrology.com and I find it so true. I always have passion for European history especially the ancient one.

Here’s the short free reading:

Chapter 1: The Sun

Your Sun is in Leo (Tropical zodiac)
Leo symbolizes the consciousness wherein there is strength, creativity and virility, as well as a certain headstrong or willful nature in how you apply yourself in relationship with others.
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Sale purchases

Sale purchases

I could never refuse not to buy something on Sale season :(.

I spent another  ¥20000 online shopping yesterday just for clothes. But hey it’s 50-90% OFF!

How can I refuse 50-90% discount? And YES  I love all the outfits I purchased. Well it was one quick browsing because I had to get them fast otherwise I won’t be able to get clothes I wanted.  Japanese girls are fast  when it comes to Sale shopping lol.

Anyway , the package arrived today and I love all of them!
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IVF

IVF

Okay I need to confess that I’m on IVF treatment for a few months and soon they will transfer the embryo back to my belly again. The IVF process was well umm FUN! Loads of pain, money and patience.

I don’t know if I can go through it again, it’s freaking hurts. It always making me sad when I thought about the egg retrieval process because it was horrible. Just imagine you’re half awake when the doctor took the 18 eggs out of your tummy * shudder*

I really hope my first IVF will work. I can’t stand the pain and so much money too. Why do I have to go through this. It’s not fair. Sometimes I blame my husband for all this to happen but I can’t be selfish. It’s isn’t his or my fault. But why do I have go through this…. read more