New year’s around the corner
Time flies so fast. Can’t believe new year’s around the corner and that means my 11th wedding anniversary and and week later is the day when my husband passed away.
Life without my husband was tough and hard. Not in a financial way *for now* but like people say, money can’t buy happiness. It can only RENT happiness.
Risa now is 1 year and 8 months old (1 year and 6 months adjusted). She’s growing and she’s turning into just like her mom lol. She amazes me every single moment. Apart from grieving, life with Risa is wonderful. It’s like a magic. There are words to describe it.
Risa made me happy though but there are moments when I lock myself out in the closet or sit on the stairs just calm myself down. I guess that’s quite common for a mother, that’s the challenge of being a good mother.