A year ago today at 4 :19 AM my little girl Risa Kitamura was born. She was taken from my not-so-comfy womb at week 30 and 3-day due to pregnancy complication Total Placenta Previa.
I remember I felt a huge gush bleeding. The blood was all over the bed before the nurse even reach my door room at the hospital.
It was crazy. I will always remember it. The very last night I carry my baby in my belly. I don’t think I’m able to have a baby again since my husband’s now gone. And I don’t intend to remarriage. My life now is all about Risa. She is all I have now.
A year has passed. Risa is one year old now. It is extremely unfortunate that her father will not be able to watch her grow. But I believe he’s watching us from up there.
I missed him terribly every second, minute and every single day. The memories of him flashed back every minutes and every day. It’s a dreadful feeling but I have to live with it for the rest of my life. Which is so painful.
Risa is growing. She now can claps her hands but not walking yet. She loves to laugh and smile a lot! I guess she inherited that from me :).
Anyway a friend will be coming over tomorrow. SIL and Niece are here to celebrate Risa’s birthday. Even though Risa’s father won’t be here with us but I know that we, Risa and I are blessed in so many ways. And I believe that someday we will be together again. Reunited with her father.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING RISA!
You are the best thing in my life. My precious little girl. We love you so very very much!