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24
Jul

Okay I need to confess that I’m on IVF treatment for a few months and soon they will transfer the embryo back to my belly again. The IVF process was well umm FUN! Loads of pain, money and patience.

I don’t know if I can go through it again, it’s freaking hurts. It always making me sad when I thought about the egg retrieval process because it was horrible. Just imagine you’re half awake when the doctor took the 18 eggs out of your tummy * shudder*

I really hope my first IVF will work. I can’t stand the pain and so much money too. Why do I have to go through this. It’s not fair. Sometimes I blame my husband for all this to happen but I can’t be selfish. It’s isn’t his or my fault. But why do I have go through this….

Anyway enough ranting. I had another IVF self injection last night and it was freaking hurts lol. The needle is smaller this time so it wasn’t that bad but still hurts. It’s funny how the drug reaction works really fast. Now I feel grumpy and having this mild cramps again.

The doctor said the egg if everything goes well, they will transfer the egg next month around August 4th and after that I need a total bed rest. Which mean no computer at all. Just watch TV, play games or browsing using my cellphone from my bed lol. Thank God for the technology! At least I won’t feel so bored, I can survive a week without MBP!

Here some of the drugs and the injection. It’s smaller this time but still ouch!
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23
Jul

I haven’t been blogging for the last few months. I guess we all get bored  sometimes or maybe blogging isn’t my thing anymore because I’ve been doing it since I’m 21 years old and now I’m 29 y.o and soon to be 30! Can’t believe I’m going to be 30 years old next month! Funny I still feel like am 25 years old lol.

Time goes by so fast and many things happened, good, bad, happy and sad moments. But in the end we all going to get through those moments and ponders about it. There are a few things I regret  not doing the thing I wanted the most in the past and now I’m running out of time.

There are also many things I’m grateful for, one of them love and be loved by people you care the most. My marriage isn’t perfect but we both happy and content for what we have now. Even though there are many obstacles and “intruders” for the last 8 and a half years we both still feel as a couple who fell in love when they just met.  I treasure every moments I have with Naoya, friends and family including my dogs *laughs*

As for going 30, I’m excited and I’m going to enjoy the last few weeks of my 20s. I don’t have plans for my birthday because honestly I don’t really want any birthday gifts or  anything fancy. I just want God to listen to my prayers and give the thing I want the most. I have done my work and do everything thing I could do and now I’m just going to leave it to God. I really hope he will listen and make my wish come true…

Umm okay enough ramblings. Need to get something for my stuffy nose :( (.

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