Okay I need to confess that I’m on IVF treatment for a few months and soon they will transfer the embryo back to my belly again. The IVF process was well umm FUN! Loads of pain, money and patience.

I don’t know if I can go through it again, it’s freaking hurts. It always making me sad when I thought about the egg retrieval process because it was horrible. Just imagine you’re half awake when the doctor took the 18 eggs out of your tummy * shudder*

I really hope my first IVF will work. I can’t stand the pain and so much money too. Why do I have to go through this. It’s not fair. Sometimes I blame my husband for all this to happen but I can’t be selfish. It’s isn’t his or my fault. But why do I have go through this….

Anyway enough ranting. I had another IVF self injection last night and it was freaking hurts lol. The needle is smaller this time so it wasn’t that bad but still hurts. It’s funny how the drug reaction works really fast. Now I feel grumpy and having this mild cramps again.

The doctor said the egg if everything goes well, they will transfer the egg next month around August 4th and after that I need a total bed rest. Which mean no computer at all. Just watch TV, play games or browsing using my cellphone from my bed lol. Thank God for the technology! At least I won’t feel so bored, I can survive a week without MBP!

Here some of the drugs and the injection. It’s smaller this time but still ouch!


I have so many interest that I can hardly list them :p Outgoing, loving and love shopping especially sales month. I like summer and love Autumn so much.

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