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I just wanna curl up in bed and doing nothing.

I should just die when my parents left me alone to this world and let me suffer for all my life. I have suffered too much already and I don’t think could hold it anymore.

fuck the IVF, fuck everything fuck fuck fuck!!!!

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Spent the whole day at the hospital today and I am so exhausted :(

Anyway I stumbled upon this past life reading by Astrology.com and I find it so true. I always have passion for European history especially the ancient one.

Here’s the short free reading:

Chapter 1: The Sun

Your Sun is in Leo (Tropical zodiac)
Leo symbolizes the consciousness wherein there is strength, creativity and virility, as well as a certain headstrong or willful nature in how you apply yourself in relationship with others.

For instance, Leony , reading biographical or historical novels about European royalty, daydreaming about the courts of Kings and Queens of modern Europe or ancient times and other grandeurs of the past may bring to your conscious mind memories of previous incarnations when you were at the forefront of things.  Hence to this very day there probably remains within you considerable inner strength along with a strong feeling for behind-the-scenes intrigues as well as a powerful sense of individualism.  These qualities are probably connected with your past life experiences involved — directly and indirectly — with leaders of society and government.

You are also likely to have an above-average interest in the great artistic and spiritual accomplishments of the grand cathedrals and great churches of Britain and Europe, as well as the ancient temples of the Mediterranean world


It might be a scam but it’s true, at least to me lol. I want to visit Europe someday…

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I could never refuse not to buy something on Sale season :( .

I spent another  ¥20000 online shopping yesterday just for clothes. But hey it’s 50-90% OFF!

How can I refuse 50-90% discount? And YES  I love all the outfits I purchased. Well it was one quick browsing because I had to get them fast otherwise I won’t be able to get clothes I wanted.  Japanese girls are fast  when it comes to Sale shopping lol.

Anyway , the package arrived today and I love all of them!
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I’ll wear the red sun dress at home, I love sun dress! The yellow or pink dress would be nice for the egg transfer soon.

Can’t wait..

PS. Need a bigger closet, maybe a walk-in closet :) )))