About a month ago, I called the Indonesian Consulate office in Osaka regarding my passport renewal.

And he said that I can only renew my passport at least sixth to one month before the passport expired. My passport will expire on 7 December, 2005.

So today I made another phone call again because I assumed that, I can renew my passport starting next week (7 June). As the result I received another disappointment. He said that I should call back at least three months before my passport expired, means I have to wait until October.

I cannot wait until October to renew my passport, because I need to apply for my US student visa before the fall classes begin in September!

I was mad as hell, then I called the Consulate office back. I explained again about my situation, and he said that I should write a letter to the chief staff Consular affairs regarding my US student visa application.

Why is it so difficult? Seems like, there are so many obstacles every time I want to achieve something in my life. I know that there will be always an obstacle in our life but, I already face a lot of obstacles in my life. Why can’t just God give me a one SMOOTH way to achieve something that I have been longing for so long. It is not money or power; I just want to study abroad.

I am getting tired with all the hard work I’m doing now. I am really tired…

I realized that, everything that ever happened in my life is happened for a reason.

Now, if you’ll excuse me. I got work to do, make a letter in Indonesian language.

I don’t even know what am going to write, I rarely speak Indonesian ever since I live in Japan. I need to refresh my memory now in order to use a properly decent Indonesian language.


I have so many interest that I can hardly list them :p Outgoing, loving and love shopping especially sales month. I like summer and love Autumn so much.

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