The golden week is over now, everybody is back to their dailies normal days and I am going to be alone again. But, at least I have my dogs now.
I spent the week cleaning and rearranging my room again, changed the bed sheet and futon cover, moved my computer desk to the good spot for prosperity corner (according to the Feng Shui book I bought the other day, the prosperity spot is on the top left corner of your house or room). Scanned and cleaned my dresser (throw away the old label and probably expired cosmetic products). Reorganized my books on my new books shelf, which I bought the new bookshelf last Tuesday. Picked up my sweaters and winter coats on dry cleaner (I spent $100 for 8 pieces of clothes).
Good news is; I gained my weight about 6 pounds (3 kg) in a week. I did it because I cannot afford to lose any more weight lol.
I’m working on gaining another more pound, to fit my Armani, Maxmara suits and all my pants and jeans lol. It’s amazed me that I can lose and gain weight in a short amount of time, just like that. About few weeks ago, I was upset about losing my weight 11 pounds. It was then I felt horrible, as I thought I might slowly “drop the ball” from my hands “. But NO, I was wrong. I still have “it ” in my hands. I just need to keep it steady and safe so it won’t fall before I reach “the place ” to put it safe, comfort and protected. Now I get few pounds back, and I feel a lot better now.
I am now learning to accept and let go everything, it is not going to be easy and simple for me but I have to do this for my well being.
I learn that, only with feeling good and better about myself, I can instantly gain my weight. WOW!
I wonder, by the time I finally get my happiness, I might get fat and over weight lol. I guess I should keep it balances together, between stress, self-esteem and of course my eating habits. I might be wrong here but, I think that people with more weight or consider fat is happier than skinny person, like me perhaps (?).
By the way, I finally can get to sleep. Well not that much but at least more than 3 hours. I wish I could go to sleep at 9 pm and wake up at 6 am.
I don’t think I could do that, since my husband always home late everyday 
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Hehehe.. tadaima futa… ^_^
About weight gaining… O_o; My weight is gaining more and more by day… and honestly, I’m not too happy with this ^o^ My tummy is real fat and I gotta get rid of the fat –;
Gotta do more sport.. :p
Okay okay.. enjoy your happy days ^_^
lol actually it is not really a happy days for me, just trying to make myself feel better.
About tummy things, do 100 times sit up. I am sure your lovely fat will go away from your tummy.
I did at least 50 to 70 sit up everynight before sleep, it work for me though.
sisteeeerrrrrrrrrr.. kangen banget ihh… pa kabar..bener2 ketinggalan kabar nhi.. aku tadi ke site.. dah hiatus… katanya mo sekolah lagi ya… selamaaaattt..jadi ke us nya ? asyiiikkk… jadi pengen ngirim email..
kita jarang kirim2 email ya.. soalnya tinggal reply ke blogbiasanya… kirim aahh 
Oh Leony!~ I love your new domain!! Congratulations!! (I hope it’s not that late though ^^; ) *hug hug* Have a lovely day~~~
100 sit ups? *dies* yes, i’m a lazy bum hehehe ^^;
i’m very glad to hear that you’re feeling much better though!
and i wouldn’t worry about being overweight if i were you. you’ve never had any weight problem so it’s very likely that you’re blessed with high metabolism and good genes. lucky you *jealous mode on* lol
and about “chubbier” (i’m reluctant about calling people “fat” hihihi ^_~) people being happier than sknny people, i don’t think that’s necessarily true… they’re more likely wishing to lose weight. i guess people are never content with what they have…including myself hahaha ^^;
Kikikikik.
Right, being content with ourself it is what most important to be happy. Gue paling bisa content ama diri sendiri paling , umur 30 kalia yah lol.
Chel bagi-bagi lemak ama gue sini, hahah. Rajin2 baca depresi blog gue di jamin ikutan stress dan bakal turun berat badan kakak. (kidding, hugs).
Eh gimana soal blognya, mau ganti subdomain baru apa tetep pake euphoric. Aku mau add accountnya sekalian account dhika nanti. Sebelum aku sibuk2 urus college.
Oi, kemana aza neng !!
Hey, Kaiya !
Thanks for dropping by hun.