I NEED MORE FUCKING SLEEP !

DAMN IT !!!!!

I guess I need to sleep in separate rooms, I can’t stand with my husband snores.

What can I say, I tried 4 years for not complaining anything !

  • Home late everyday, 10 to 11 pm.

  • NO travel
  • Live in one roof with his father.
  • Now his sister coming stay with us which is probably they will stay forever with us.
  • And one more important thing, no making love !!! ( once in a month ughhhh ! )

Truth is, I am so desperated, frusrated, going mad everyday.

My mom is sick and I have responsibilities for my little borther and my mother.

I don’t think I could handle this anymore, I’m out of here soon !

I need to do the TOEFL test soon as possible so I can decide my future.

and oh, my granny is sick, I need to come visit her because I’ve been dreaming her calling me to visit her to come to Indonesia but I need to save money as well for my school.

I don’t know what to do.. this is too much all at once.

God please give me the strength …

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  1. midorizuki says:

    gue penasaran tiba2 lu ngilang dari el je. eh taunya nongkrong di sini. bagus euy blog nya! *thumbs upppp*

  2. Leony says:

    EH midorizuki ^^, Emang dari dulu blognya disini sebenarnya, LJ cuma cross posting. Thanks for dropping by.

  3. otty says:

    waduh, tough situation sis? mudah mudahan cepat selesai masalahnya.. *hug*

  4. Ireth says:

    Aw Leony… ternyata………. tabah ya (duh dari dulu denger kalimat ini ya? ^^; udah bosen kali…)

    Wah kok gitu ya suami.. jahat lho kalo ngasih jatahnya cuma sekali sebulan.. gak manusiawi tuh utk istri.. –; dlm islam, itu berarti dia udah sedikit melupakan hak2 untuk istri…

    utk TOEFL.. aku sih gak pernah ikut, tapi aku pernah ikut persiapannya. Yg jelas semua soalnya itu dari bacaan dan listening. klo dr bacaan itu ya paling seputar apa topik paragraf itu, mana dari kalimat ini yg tidak termasuk paragraf 2, dsb. kalo listening, palingan memilih jawaban yang diucapkan di kaset. misalnya kalimatnya I ate apple. di soal misal ada di jawaban C, ya berarti C lah jawabannya. As far as i remember sih gitu..

    Gut lak ye?

  5. Birgit says:

    Hang in there, Leony..! Take your husband with you and escape! ;)

  6. Jen says:

    Awww.. I hope you can get some sleep soon! Birdies right take him with you and escape!

  7. nicole says:

    Aw Leony, I’m sorry thins are going bad for you right now. I know how you feel kind of, I have to take care of my mom and brother too! Try to get your husband some Breath Right nose strips, look here: http://www.breatheright.com/snoring/snoring.asp

    My dad snores and it’s hard for me to sleep with him, haha!

    Things will get better soon, hang in there sweetie! <33

  8. *)Iin says:

    leony sabar ya…paling bagus memang masalah2 yang mengganjal itu dapat didiskusikan dengan baik dengan suami, secepat mungkin . bila masalah 2 itu dipendam dan bikin leony malah drop, itu ngga baik buat leony sendiri. kalo boleh usul, coba cari waktu dan kondisi yang tepat plus cara yang baik utk mengemukakan uneg2 leony. ingatkan pula bahwa suami ndak hanya wajib memberikan nafkah jasmani pada istri, lebih dari itu nafkah bathin (termasuk dalam hal ini kebutuhan berjima’ bzw seks) harus pula diperhatikan. sabar ya leony..mungkin ini saatnya gelombang mendera perahu pernikahannya leony …aku doakan semoga semuanya berakhir dengan baik,amin. *hug*

  9. Leony says:

    lol, thanks for the nice thoughts to all of you.

    I really appreciate it.