13
Jun

I’m really- really sad right now….

I’m just looking for friendships by visiting blog and give some comments on their blog…instead of that i got my tears falling down again for the third time today..

Sigh….

To tell the truth actually i cried about 3 times today…

Because it’s not working again…

I don’t think i could do this anymore….

The pain is unbearable… the injections make me sick all the time.

What the hell he want’s me to do this time…

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  1. wah siapa tuh ya? *clingak clinguk* ntar biar tak tonjok orangnya, hihihihi.. :P udah ny jangan nangis ah, cheers up girl…life is beautiful *ngacir* huhuhu

  2. Leony says:

    Maybe for you.. but not for some people…

    It’s great that you can say that life is beautiful..

    Be gratefull for that..

  3. otty says:

    o my good what happened Leony? don’t cry, that person doesn’t deserve any tear of you. The injection didn’t work this time? ikut sedih….duh..be strong please, although I know you ARE strong..keep praying and hoping..

  4. Leony says:

    Thankyou otty, i suppose it’ just missunderstood…

    I’ll try to be strong, but then again my old pass memories back again. It’s flash back over and over again everytime i’m feeling sad or blue. I hope i can erase that memories otty… but i guess that’s beyond my power…

  5. Birgit says:

    Oh no, Leony…! :( I don’t know what to say, I’m so sad for you! Lots of hugs, sweetie..! {{{{}}}}}

  6. yuliana says:

    What happen dear?Be strong please. Or at least please try to be strong. Suatu hari semuanya pasti berlalu, akhirnya pasti berlalu seiring dengan waktu. Believe this, what ever problems you faced now, will make you a better person, strong person. lot of hugs and kiss.

  7. Leony says:

    Thankyou Birgit, i guess it’s not my lucky day yet.

  8. Leony says:

    Gue insiminasi ampe 4 kali ini blon dapet2 toddler, cape gue , sakitnya itu loh.

    Thanks yuliana :) *hugs back*

  9. seline says:

    so sorry to hear that the treatment not going well.. *hugs*

    kag ausah dipikirin yg “itu” sis… biarin aja.. *hugs*

  10. Leony says:

    Thanks dhika, nga mood bgt deh gue.

    Maybe someday i’ll get my lucky day..

  11. sista says:

    wah.. lagi sedih ya.. sampe nangis 3 kali sehari? kaya makan aja.. tenang tenang we’re all here to cheer u up :D

    dun worry be happy *hugs* :) there are still so many great guys out there.. u’ll find one when the time comes..

  12. sista says:

    oops sorry juz realized that ur married.. :) in that case i suppose u have to look at the bright side of life :) ask him what happened.. hehe.. sorry for the previous post *malu deh..*

  13. Leony says:

    It’s my inseminations didn’t work sista…

    Insiminasi 4 kali nga jadi2…

  14. yuliana says:

    Leony..I think I should share my story with you. you cried 3 times a day, I cried 3 days. we are also trying. tapi belum sampe tahap inseminasi sih. waktu itu saya dilaparoscopy, katanya tubalnya ketutup dua2nya lagi. trus disuruh HSG,eh…lancar, gak ada apa2 kata dokternya. tapi sampe sekarang juga gak jadi2. There is a miracle Leony, believe in that. mamah saya pergi ketukang ramal, katanya saya itu emang bakal telat punya anak…emang sudah gitu jalannya. so I just wait in patient and pray for that day to come.I know how you feel..I really know. *hugs tight*

  15. Leony says:

    Makasih yul, nga tau deh kenapa nga bisa.

    Kata orang sih kalo blood typenya sama susah punya anak. Gue ama suami sama blood typenya O. Semoga aja miraclenya mampir di gue yul ^^.

    Thanks again for cheering me up :)

  16. Leony says:

    Oops… kekekek.

  17. Ireth says:

    Eh tau gak. Tanteku tuh abis nikah,baru 5 tahun kemudian dapet anak. Sampe kedokter, minum obat tradisional, yah.. akhirnya dapet sepupuku deeh. Jadi Leony sabar ya??? *hugs* Don’t cry anymore.. ganbattenasai

  18. angela says:

    leony.. knapa sih? daijyoubu ka? atashi wa totemo shimpai shite imasuyo.. :( dont cry..

    u’ve been really sweet to me, and u deserve all things sweet as well ^^ *hugs*

  19. Leony says:

    Thanks tya, ima ganbatteru dakedo mo tsukareta.

  20. Leony says:

    Ano ne zutto kodomo ga hoshi katta dakedo dekinakatta. Mo iya ninattakita yo tsukareta dakara..v_v

  21. Rachel says:

    *BIG BEAR HUG* i’m so sorry to hear that Leony :( I wish there’s something I could do to help! Dokternya nggak ada alasan ya kenapa kok nggak berhasil? Don’t give up though sis *hugs* Pasti ada jalan keluarnya

    itu ttg other people’s blogs, don’t worry about it too much. org emang banyak yg aneh2

  22. Leony says:

    {{{{{HUGS NAGA}}}}}}.

    Thankyou rachel, i feel much better now :)