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Anyway thanks for all the comments and about the scrollbar problems i’m still working on that i just don’t have enough time now to edit my sites again because i’m going to do the Inseminations AGAIN.

We both had a plans about another way if this inseminations didn’t work again. I’ll be leaving with 2 hours airplane for the most famous hospital in Kyushu and ofcourse i’ll cost us LOTS of yen, at least 2 milion yen about 18 .000 us dolar.

It’s so expensive because they’ll get my egg and hubby’s sperm out and inject the sperm directly to my egg.

I can also choose if i want the baby boy or girls and ofcourse it’ll be twins or triple.

That’s has bugging me for few month, it’s not gonna be easy for me to do this even though my father inlaw will help us for the financial but you know i HATE hospital even if it’s the best and comfortable hospitals won’t make me stay for one night !

I’m tired …i need a friends to support me to through this hard time. I didn’t get any support from my friends where i live instead of that i get some rude, hurtfeeling fax and phone.

I’m sorry for the for this moody babbling, i just can’t control my self anymore and i’ve become much more sensitive than ever.